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| dear lovers and friends~
i hope we all get to spend this holiday season with the people we love and who love us in return
warmest regards,
sinae
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| I've started my full-time job, but I can't yet say I've begun my career. Anyway, since I think in list-form, please oblige my natural way, and I hope I can catch you up a little bit more on my life. I am a college graduate, dog owner, needy girlfriend, online shopper, big sister that parents her only younger brother, health-minded and motivated, opinionated family member, and bossy cousin. My life, role and duty changed quite a bit with a simple move from Austin, TX to Houston, TX. So, it's been a few months in, and what do I think about my life? I'm going to take something from some time ago. Basically, "Joys & Concerns" (Acts Small Group) will change to "Joys and My Opinions." JOYS - Family- Reunited, and it feels so good.
- Ralph, newest edition to the family- He's just the perfect hot dog.
- Steven Kim- Yea, He's still pretty awesome.
- Losing 10 lbs- I'm not going to lie. I was seriously concerned about my over eating issues that lead to gaining 20 lbs in 5 months.
- Saving $- I'm actually out of debt now. I appreciate credit cards with mileage/points, but I'm weary.
- Good Enough Job- I am downright positive that it's not my "calling," but my personal strength is being positive.
MY OPINIONS: These are going to be a bit longer, because I have to explain myself. - I think commuting 2.5 hours/day to work is a waste of my life. I will find a way, once I decide to finance my own residence, to have easy access to work and everything else. Traffic/Commuting leads to waste of gas, waste of mileage, waste of time and waste of my positive attitude.
- I keep breaking my shoes, but I kind of like it. It's comparable to finishing off a bottle of lotion. Not a bottle of shampoo or toothpaste, because that's much easier to attain. Now, I'm wondering if it's just cheaper to get my shoes fixed (the heel completely broke off of 2 different set of heels) than to buy some others ones.
- I really dislike dress codes. I am pretty good about the business casual because I have so much business professional clothes, but I'm starting to get real antsy. I dream of a world where I can wear whatever I want and, well if this is my dream, than get paid whatever I want. =P
- I haven't made any substantial new relationships since I've moved back, and I really think that's sad. This city is too big and too diverse for me not to make new friends. I think I wouldn't even mention this if I was atleast keeping in touch with some old ones.
- Sometimes, my mind creates its own challenges for want of exercise. I'm not talking about sudoku or crosswards, I'm talking about going crazy in the copy room and having to differentiate dementia and reality between stapling, hole punching and copying a bundle of 6000 pages. Did I really go to college for administrative/back office work? When the thing you fear the most is paper cuts, it's time to really evaluate your options.
- Although, I have a savings account now, I think I'm materialistic. Just by looking at the stacks, bags, closets, etc. of crap that I purchased, makes me wonder where I'll find that happy medium of being satisfied in what I already have. I wish I could tell you that it's only one thing, but it's most everything. I have a wal-mart/Amazon Distribution Center in my house.
Wow- this went longer than I originally visioned. Sorry :) So, tell me about your life? Any joys and opinions you'd like to share?
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Meet Mr. Ralph ZingZing Park. I know the name is ridiculous, but my brother, my parents and I all call him different things (which i'm sure isn't such a great thing for him). I call him Mr., my brother calls him Ralph, and my mom calls him ZingZingee in her korean accent. He's precious, but he often gets the best of me and the worst of me. We spend our mornings on quiet walks or light jogs; this is my private time with him. Anyway, I've been away from Mr. for a week now, and it's killing me. I miss you! Don't forget me please! | | |
| but i'll be back again. on august 1
=) i wish i had the energy and the mind to write a well written entry for all my readers (the 3 out there.. love you~)
but i do not.
So- instead, i'm just going to make lists of everything swarming around my head. flow of consciousness, if you will.
reservation hell. brother, boyfriend, boyfriend's brother, more debt?, traveler's diahrrea, inevitable, important moment, missed goodbyes, puppies, clouds, too hot, car trouble, why, why, why, i miss my extended family, not enough sleep, exercise, but always enough food, good food, really good food, mmm houston, mm austin, miss friends, love life, no religion, or still not yet made up my mind, crocs or no crocs, or materialism for that matter, lasik?, weight loss, wish i could stop thinking about weight loss, bumpy skin, tanda light treatments, spf 70, karaoke urge, keep losing my voice, screaming in the car for fun, i want to go to korea, i want to cook korean food, these are getting longer aren't they? =P, pirates, ex boyfriend nightmares, stabbings, knives, blocking the purchase of a knife then my brother going and buying a knife, blueberries are the new mango, i dont like pastel colors anymore, i dunno why, flipflops aren't comfortable anymore, people are desperate and doing bad things, giving money to homeless with optimism, broken windows abound, still love love and hate hate....
.... wow now my brain is a complete jumble
these are all sincere thoughts i've had in the past week... <3 i miss you, do you miss me?
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| the wonderful steven kim sent me flowers today for our 100 days
there are mini daisies, lillies, the chrysanthamums, these lime green flowers and it's all in a cute glass vase tied with a straw ribbon <3
all my male relatives make a gaggy face when they see them and my female relatives sigh and congratulate me =P
Thanks Steven! 
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